i'm sorry
i've done a lot of really stupid things in my life. some really really stupid things. i've think i've reached a new level though. i've lied to all of you.
if you know me, chances are you have asked me why i have posted pictures of my best friend lisa saying that its me. for those of you that dont know me, you are probably extremely confused by the previous sentence. here is the story...
so before i moved to cali i got in a huge fight with ethan. though one of our mutal friends he found out that i had a myspace and he freaked out because he didn't want other people looking at pics of me. he forced me to delete everything while he watched me. dont get me wrong, i luv ethan to DEATH but he is one of the most possesive and jealous people that i think i will ever meet. months later i moved to cali and i decided that i was going to make a new myspace. i was petrified that ethan was going to find it so my best friend lisa told me to use her pictures at first in case he did. so i posted those same pics in my lj too.
another reason i did this is because my whole life i have had a problem with the way i look. as some of you know, my pics that i had of myself before never showed my full body. i have always been afraid i was too fat or too ugly. i thought i had overcome these issues but i dont think i have yet. i am going to try though. so from now on, i will not be fake with anyone. you will see the real me.
and here it is...
if you know me, chances are you have asked me why i have posted pictures of my best friend lisa saying that its me. for those of you that dont know me, you are probably extremely confused by the previous sentence. here is the story...
so before i moved to cali i got in a huge fight with ethan. though one of our mutal friends he found out that i had a myspace and he freaked out because he didn't want other people looking at pics of me. he forced me to delete everything while he watched me. dont get me wrong, i luv ethan to DEATH but he is one of the most possesive and jealous people that i think i will ever meet. months later i moved to cali and i decided that i was going to make a new myspace. i was petrified that ethan was going to find it so my best friend lisa told me to use her pictures at first in case he did. so i posted those same pics in my lj too.
another reason i did this is because my whole life i have had a problem with the way i look. as some of you know, my pics that i had of myself before never showed my full body. i have always been afraid i was too fat or too ugly. i thought i had overcome these issues but i dont think i have yet. i am going to try though. so from now on, i will not be fake with anyone. you will see the real me.
and here it is...