^this might be my new routine.....driving back from casselberry at 12:30 on a Sunday night err well I guess Monday morning?
So jeff...yea he's amazing.
I can't wait to see him next weekend.
I don't think any of the guys I've met in the last 8.5 months have made my heart beat so fast. It feels good.
Quit the job I never even went to.... Yea I know...takes talent to quit a job you never went in for. Robin says I can work Fridays now so that's an extra 4hrs a week....the only reason I took her offer was because what do I do till noon on Fridays anyways?
Jeff consumes my thoughts....I'm kinda feel the need to slap myself in the face because I feel my thought process going out the window
Jeff: well what do you think / want
Me: oh whatever you want idc
Really?!?! I've worked pretty hard on developing my own decision making skills and all that other good stuff
Not to mention laying in bed and watching a movie is perfectly fine with me ........no no noooo it shouldn't be. We need to go out and adventure
I need to make a few minor adjustments with all this....but i can't help but have a huge smile
I'm also on the road to proving that fooling around early on will most likely end in a fwb situation....I mean I know something can't work if you start out messing around from day one but it's nice to have my point proven
I guess it's one of those things you can be told all your life but truly you need to learn on your own to fully understand
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