Nov 17, 2005 20:27
life.....its changed so much or maybe ive just changed i dont know
my head its like hdfgiurldgthti everything stresses me out. i wont even think about somehting if it bothers me so, i dont know i cant even explain it correctly but i guess it doesnt matter.i wish it this feeling would go away though
i like this kid which is odd i never like anyone ever. i dont think anything will come of it though, mostly because i dont think i want a relationship...too much stress for me. i like to have fun.
god i hate this feeling in my head right now.
little rmoe than 2 weeks till my birthday. im excited but im not sure why but hopefully some good stuff comes=)
bye bye tongue piercing, you will be missed.
i cant belive im updating but hey im mummbledandjumbeled up in my head so whatever.
im passing all my classes but math im proud of myself.
i fucked up on wednesday but it shall never be spoken of again supposidly but i still cant forgive myself.
pictures with rena actually came out even though the ring of my film real came off.
my car died last week or so i thought but it turned out my battery just needed to be charged=)
hopefully good things will happen this weekend. i have a feeling this will be a fantastic weekend because if its not then i think ill just die.
i want a thing that hooks my ipod into my cigarette lighter.i get so greedy around my birthday but i mean hey i dont get shit until its my birthday so i guess ill take advantage of it even thought nothing ever happens on my birthday and ill be depressed as usual. damn i want to be extremly happy again and get this mumbojumo out of my mind.
oh yeah im sick and it sucks=)