ripped apart
ya so this has been the day from hell
wahoo
only good thing was hanging out with the YW
Kat(i)e Mercer is the funniest person on earth
we were quoting Monty Python and The Little Mermaid and other random things
twas fun
only fun thing today
saw him for like a minute
said about 5 words.. no.. 6. hah
great, huh?
so I love how when guys find out I like them
they avoid me like the plague
am I that bad? good gracious
and people wonder why I have such a low self-esteem
spend an hour in my shoes and you'll want to cry
I'll bet my paycheck on it
So I have an AP Calculus test tomorrow
and I want to cry and rip out my hair and just die
cuz I'll never pass this class
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh
and Brett, sorry I'm such a debbie downer on your bday
happy birthday!!!!
to you, and blake(@my work), and like 300 other people in our school
and, a poll/question:
Is it bad for a junior to go out with/like a freshman? even if the freshman is less than a year and a half younger than the junior?
cuz, yes, you guessed it, I like a freshman. oh dear gosh let's all freak out.
I like someone else as well, but I have a feeling nothing's gonna happen anytime soon..
I'm completely torn
what's a girl to do
when the world is pulled from under her feet?
You don't know how much I need you.
While you're around I don't feel blue.
And when we kiss I know that you need me too.
I can't believe I found a love that's so pure and true.
But it all was bullshit.
It was a goddam joke.
And when I think of you and I,
I hope you fucking choke.
I hope you're glad with what you've done to me.
I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy.
You left me here all alone, tears running constantly.
Oh somebody kill me please,
somebody kill me plee-ase,
I'm on my knees,
pretty pretty please kill me.
I want to die.
Put a bullet in my head.