Nov 26, 2006 00:47
Things are great. I'm pretty wonderful, myself. Nothing is getting me down recently. I've learned that it's all going to be okay. If not now, someday. I've learned to make peace with my memories. They were just bringing me down anyways. I've made everything all sparkley in my mind for far too long. Kyle went to his brother's house tonight, leaving me to myself. I've decided to take full advantage of this, playing music that I want to play at full volume. Hell fucking yeah for alone time. The baby's asleep and I'm just hanging out with myself. I'm pretty damn good company, if I do say so myself. and I do.
I'm letting my demons go. I'm a fucking good person and it's about damn time I saw that. I don't need anyone else's approval. As long as I'm cool with me, who the fuck cares about anyone else?
PLUS!! I look pretty hot tonight. No makeup, no dressup, no covering up me. How did I ever think I was less than incredible?
Hell yeah for having a big ego. You need to every now and again.
and no, guys. I'm not drunk.