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[lovelesslover]

So, I called out from work tonight on the premise that I haven't had more than one day off a week in ... months. I'm exhausted and spreading myself far too thin. I was all e-dramatic the other night and might have lost a friend. Oh, well. What can I say? I was drunk, and I've said sorry. Nothing is really going on in my life that's of any importance. I should be looking into school for the spring, but I'm not quite yet. I'm already spread so thin, but I don't know, I don't want to eternally have to work like a dog to make ends meet. I want to be able to say I'm not going day to day paycheck to paycheck. I want to be able to go out and spend 100 dollars on my daughter without thinking about it every now and again. It's not even about the material things, it's about the basics. The last few months I've just barely made rent on time. I mean, I always do, but you know, the stressing sucks. Does anyone even eljay any more? or is it all moved to myspace. I am addicted to myspace.

I am so uninteresting any more, I even bore myself.