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ar1adne February 4 2003, 10:51:10 UTC
when you said "that's all folks" did you mean forever?

It's been weeks and you haven't returned my calls or answered my email. Did I miss something? Did I offend you?
I miss you.

I didn't remember until just now, but I dreampt we had a long conversation last night. You were telling me about how things are going with Lindsey and then we went to sleep.

Then my mom died. This was after my brother stole my car with a bunch of money in it and stuff I needed like film, and my Gram was in there being weird, with pink flowers and there was an episode in a strange grocery store with my Da, a strange woman who wasn't my Debbie mom and my other mom all together. A backyard episode where Christy, my ex's girlfriend and mother of his twins confessed to me she'd cheated on my ex last week and I wondered why the hell she was confiding in me but tired to comfort her. My cousin was also in it, my dead cousin, riding a sotormychel.

now all I know is winter, where did the summer go?

I really hope to see you Tuesday the 11th.

I got what the florist considers black roses finally. I'll take pictures so you can see.
Call if you don't hate me.

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Re: lovelessfate February 5 2003, 10:49:54 UTC
Just in case I lose track again, I'll email you (and try to call you, but just in case).
No, ofcourse I'm not mad at you, or anyone for that matter, I've just had the worst episode of depression that I've ever had in my life over the past few months. But, recently I've been doing better, so hopefully the worst is behind me (for this year anyway....)
That's quite a dream, I hope everything's alright (both now and in the future). Remind me, what is the 11th? Club? I'd like to go get all gothed out sometime soon, and take more pictures to add to my vainty, I think that helps.
Yes, I would like to see the "black roses". Oh, and hows the fiance? When's the wedding? I feel foolish to ask about things I should know, but as I have been "living under a rock" so to speak (hopeing, actually, that it would kill me), I'm at a lose.
Well, I hope things are well for you, and I shall talk to you soon. Have a good day!

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