A short update before history
Okay, so... Friday was a smash. No, really, in the good way. Because now... I believe I have a boyfriend.
Yeah, apparently D-Kun did like me after all... but I only say believe because, here's the funny thing, the last time I got my hopes up I ended up damn near crushed about an hour before curtain. So I'm not going to get my hopes up again... sorry, but optimism isn't my thing. Blame the emo in me.
I'm pretty well over my cold, the very occasional cough and sinus stuff... but that can also be attributed to the weather going from warm to freeze-your-ass-off-cold again so fast... I'm trying to get rid of that by Friday because it's kind of awkward to be sniffling in April... especially when you don't really have allergies except to mosquitoes and slight grass pollen.
So, yeah, I'm happier than I've been in a long time, partly because karma was a bitch to my ex (he had this 'whatever' attitude, the kind where you can tell they're disappointed but won't say anything and instead act like they don't care) and mostly because I have one of the sweetest guys in the world... and at the same time, I'm somewhat depressed...
I don't deserve him. He's a freaking angel, and me? Heh. Black wings and damnation are my thing. So yeah, I just feel kind of bad... and I know I shouldn't, but I do. Anyhow, history's about to start. I'm out.
Yeah, apparently D-Kun did like me after all... but I only say believe because, here's the funny thing, the last time I got my hopes up I ended up damn near crushed about an hour before curtain. So I'm not going to get my hopes up again... sorry, but optimism isn't my thing. Blame the emo in me.
I'm pretty well over my cold, the very occasional cough and sinus stuff... but that can also be attributed to the weather going from warm to freeze-your-ass-off-cold again so fast... I'm trying to get rid of that by Friday because it's kind of awkward to be sniffling in April... especially when you don't really have allergies except to mosquitoes and slight grass pollen.
So, yeah, I'm happier than I've been in a long time, partly because karma was a bitch to my ex (he had this 'whatever' attitude, the kind where you can tell they're disappointed but won't say anything and instead act like they don't care) and mostly because I have one of the sweetest guys in the world... and at the same time, I'm somewhat depressed...
I don't deserve him. He's a freaking angel, and me? Heh. Black wings and damnation are my thing. So yeah, I just feel kind of bad... and I know I shouldn't, but I do. Anyhow, history's about to start. I'm out.