Jul 21, 2006 13:18
I keep having dreams where I'm Yuuri from Kyou Kara Maou... Just very random. I'm usially just me in my dreams, only with all the right parts. Never an animated character.
.: sigh :. I've been blocking my friends out, especially this one girl. She was the first person I came out to, really, because I wanted to see if she really was my friend. After that, she would give me a hard time because I would use the girls' restroom (which I did because I'm not out on such a broad state, and I would've been suspended). She would force me to look in the mirror and she would say, "See? You're a girl! What boy has these? You're just confused." She never realized how much it hurt me. But now, she keeps calling me and such, but I just ignore her.
I really need some new friends who I can really talk to here. Someone who I can speak with personally, even if it's just over the phone. Someone who can identify with me, and such... It's just getting so lonely here with no one like me around my age.
I want a sleepover with nothing but guys... An anime sleepover kind of thing. Heh heh...