Worry
today, i really dont know what to say. right now, im worrying about ashley. i keep thinkin of her, wondering if she's okay. but i fear something bad had happened to her. i dont know. i hope not. right now, i wish i wasnt here and that i was with her. i love her so much now. i cant leave her. i cant get her out of my mind. she's that great. i never met a girl like her, ever. well, i was with one that's close, but i prefer not to say her name. but ashley loves me for who i am. and that's what im looking for in a girl. for someone to love me because of who i am and what i do. and right now, i dont ever want to let her go. if she dies, i die. my friend told me im like a damn soldier to her. heh, i guess i am. cuz i'll do whatever i can to protect her at all costs. even if it's with my own life. well, i guess im done writting in this. oh, one more thing. i got no skool tomorrow. so i can have that day's worth of sleep. that's all. i gotta pray now. laterz.