Birthday
Yesterday was my 27th birthday LACK-OF-extravaganza. Now, I don't even know why I'm writing about this...but I was supposed to spend the weekend with Nate from Friday after work until Sunday night. The last time I heard from him was Wednesday night. He was super excited for the alone time, and we were going to"make a baby" He said he'd call the next day at his lunch break and he loved me and all that jazz... just regular a-typical conversation. I haven't heard from him since.... five days... it's so bizarre. I have my suspicions (i suppose) as to what is going on, and I think it has nothing to do with me. Also, he hadn't signed into myspace until yesterday, but he didn't read the email I sent to him on the 29th, and no new comments were approved, so it may have been someone in his household... I don't know. I am seriously confused and so sick of relationship woes. Life is too short... but wtf? How am i supposed to feel? Besides angry and hurt and let down? How do you legit plan a family with someone and then just dissapear off the face of the planet? I think if anything it's good I haven't gotten pregnant because I don't want to be tied down to anyone else who is emotionally irresponsible. I deserve better than that... I know I do... but god damn it sucks. Almost as bad as this Alvin and the Chipmunks movie I am being forced to watch.