Aug 26, 2004 12:00
So, its been almost a year since I last posted in this thing and sadly enough not much has changed. I still haven't found a new job and my sister is still a loser. I have gone on a few interviews but still n o t h i n g i'm starting to think i will be here for the rest of my life. i've pretty much been self medicating with alcohol (only on weekends mind you) and acting like my life is fine but the reality of it is i'm unhappy. i hate my job, i hate my sister, my dad is having quadruple bypass surgery on monday, i'm not back in school yet, my best guy friend is getting married for the dumbest reasons imaginable. the worse the is that no one is none the wiser that i'm miserable.
the only good thing going on right now is i leave for paris in 2 weeks and will be gone for 10 days. that's right. 10 days of being away from all the bullshit here in atlanta. 10 days of not having to be at work. 10 days of not having to look at my sister everyday. 10 days of being happy.. far away from everything i know.
GOD WHAT A PITY PARTY I'M HAVING