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Ahh i'm going to miss aquettes so much! i'm really proud of how it went tonight. I had such an amazing, fun time this season. i'm really going to miss the seniors. I just looooove aquettes. i don't care if people make fun of it. it's just so fun.
I keep thinking about how we're almost done with highschool. I mean, we're getting there. i know that by next year i'll probably be ready to go, but right now....i just want to be with my friends and be a little kid and have fun. i don't want to like go to college and grow up and have to deal with like, the real world.
It's just so bizarre to me that in a year i'll know where i'm going to go to college, and right now it's a complete mystery. it's like that with life. right now it's like my life is a book and i'm living it out page by page, and in the future i'll probably have a career and get married and do all those big life things, but right now, it's all unwritten. i have no idea what will happen to me. it's so crazy to think about. like realistically, where will i be in ten years?
I'm so exhausted, but i'm in a good mood. sleepy-happy. I think things are going to be okay, with school and everything.
goodnight!
love, Laurel