Oct 22, 2005 23:16
just when i have every reason to be the happiest girl in the world... i have every reason to be upset
something really great happened and it made me really happy, but it's all gone now because the person i always run and tell doesn't want to hear anymore.
i'm really really sad
and... i just realized that i wasted half of my life in somehting so ridiculious. i can't fool myself anymore.
thinking of him should make me happy... but it's clouded with crap