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today has been a day of mixed and confused feelings...at one point I was happy..another I was sad, mad cold..and what not..i mean so many things happened that normally I would jus laugh off & I did..but I felt somethin..idk..like as if it really affected me..when I don't see why it should...Mrs Ross caught this one note today..idk we didn't even use real names..the only name in there that she would know is mine and thats not even my fault..so idk..but it felt weird knowin mrs ross caught me..when she never would have if the stupid control was fuckin working!!! damn clicker shit thingys!! rr..but I mean no big right? well i felt weird afterwards..idk then she kept us in for like a minute or 2 so we were late again for Mrs Alvarados whos a bitch about being late well you know what it aint my fuckin fault that her stupid classroom is so fucking far away okay?! so now she says 'oh don't think I'm not gonna be giving all of you referrals for being late and blah blah blah she never shuts the fuck up! sometimes I feel like slapping in the head cuz she doesn't shut up and shes so conceited it makes me wanna barf.. ugh sorry I needed to let all that out..I did have some happy moments I guess..idk..but all I know is that today sucked..how do I do it? how do I always manage to act like nothings wrong? put a smile on my face and laugh..when inside I wanan scream and shout...idk...I feel...confused...I don't get this anymore...I'm out
-Squirt's Lover-