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ugh!! why does my family have to be so "religious"?!?! fuck man!! my aunt wanted me to go to this stupid group thingy today at 7 & I was outside playin bball til about 6:30 then I walk inside & get on the computer well my mom asks me to so I was like okay half an hour or an hour I'll last but then my mom says its 2 hours!! i was like hell no!! ( I didn't wanna tell her I have homework, probably not gonna do it anyway tho..) & I know my aunts gonna get all mad at me...damn I hate this!! thats why I don't liek talking to her much cuz then she gets me into all this shit & I really don't want to do any of it but then if I say no then she gets all offended & mad at me..now I'm gonna afraid to talk to her cuz she never forgets...yeah..I mean i'll go to church every sunday and everything but 2 hours every damn monday!! sorry but I'm not that religious, Nellie when you had to do it honestly I don't know why you did, was it to just please the whole family cuz they were! or just cuz you wanted to? either way it doesn't really matter anymore but I am sure as hell not going to go to any of those things just to please my parents, I'm not all gothic but I'm not that religious either..so if they even think about it..I'm not doing it...I think its stupid and pointless..but whatever...
yeah that was my lil religious talk up there..letting out some steam..you know...um besides all that everything else was okay I guess today..um don't want to go to school tomorrow..fuck..oh well..my bros birthday ( my real brother) is in a week..i don't know what their gonna do for his b-day um alex's is on the 22nd haha I already know what I'm getting him!! haha I can't say tho its a surprise!! hehe!well I guess thats all I have to say for now..
later haterz..
<3 always,
**Jennifer**