Sep 24, 2006 23:25
so, basically.
i have no life.
i have no wireless internet.
i have no boyfriend.
and for some reason..
i feel like.
i have no friends.
wow.
whatta wonderful year this has been.
worrying about where i'm going next year.
what i'll be doing is sucha drag.
last year was so much better.
i hate this.
i wanna go back.
i miss you, jack.
and i have no idea where you are.
:/
i'm afraid to call though.
to beat it all..
my cousins are in from SC.
and the oldest one..
fucking stares at me..
i don't know why she does.
maybe she looks up to me or something.
but, damn.. its really creepy.
it really took all i had not to say something to her about it.
i would probably get in trouble if i did.
but, seems like i don't care that much.
i hate being here.
i hate being at school.
gosh.
i wanna be somewhere where things happen.
i don't really understand why good things happen to bad people.
does anyone know?
i guess i'm glad everyone else is happy.
whatever.
don't reply to this..
thanks.
unless you have some advice.