pondering...
School Related: Im in a deep thought..not really but i want to be..there is just so much going on right now.. graduation prom college everything..im nervous..there are so many things that are just frustrating and complicated and nosense..its juss like i want to have fun.. i dont want to be fighting or sad or whatever.. i love my friends..and when we go off to college i want all of us to still be friends..and to all of you going away ill miss you..and when you come back you better call me..i dunno im juss kinda sad..i know i want to get out of high school but i dont want to leave my friends..my amazing friends..i love you guys
I LOVE MY GIRLS! BFF
Love life: Well everything is really good with randy we are happy being friends plus more i couldn't really tell you what it is..like seeing eachother.. But to be totally honest with you its been almost a year and a month since we broke up..and it's still so hard on me..i miss him so mich..i mean being my boyfriend..i know we are like bf and gf.. but we arent and its hard when i want to hold his hand..or say this is my bf or whatever i miss that relationship you know.. i love him with all my heart and i am truly inlove with him..and im not to young cuz i know what i feel..but i am happy with him and i do love him..abd everything is wonderful..and im glad hes in my life cuz i dont know what i would do without him..
I Love You Baby.. Always and Forever