I guess you can read this
Okay, just taking the time out of my day, to write this out for myself, to reflect upon whenever..
Okay, so I have lived in Moorestown, since forever. In first grade, my best friends were Tina & Allison, we lived really close, so we just hung out a lot. In second grade I was friends with Tina & Allison, and our school was just seperating into who`s popular, whos not. I was stuck. Tina wasnt popular, while Allison was. I just kinda stayed in the middle my whole elementary years. I stayed best friends with Allison, Tina, Nick Delmar, and Nick Denno. Until Nick Delmar moved to California, in 3rd grade...Asshole. In 5th grade, everyone from all 3 Elementary schools, went to the UES. It was crazy. In 5th grade I became best friends with Marie Rhoads, she got me into shaving & makeup, also liking boys. I had no idea until 6th grade that I was dating Tim Farrell the whole time in 5th grade, but anyways. 6th grade I became friends with Brittany Scholer..well actually, we were friends before, but we became really close. And also Tori, Carla & Kim. I have to say, 6th grade was the hardest for me. In 7th grade, I drifted with Marie & Brittany, and became best friends with Elissa. I was a bad-ass to the bone, yo. I went uptown with her, and I met John, but before John. There was Scott, he was my first at everything, basically. Elissa was the only person I ever shared that with, that actually understood, because she`d been there too. It was like, everything one of us did, one of us had already been there, and knew how to help eachother out. So I did things with John -- which soon progressed to Me & BB, which honestly. I will not talk to anyone about, because it honestly, makes me choke up, and want to kill myself. If your one of the few people who is actually taking the time to read this, maybe you know why, since the WHOLE FUCKING TOWN already does, be as so fucking kind to explain it to the whole world, because its such an awesome thing to know about. I have only ever been in love once, and I cant even say I know what love is, and I cant say been because I still care about that person, even though we dont talk, or anything. But you know, feelings that I REALLY had, are still there. Even though his might have been fake. No its not BB - so shut the fuck up. Anyways, Elissa and I fought, we fought a lot. I mean, she had her reasons to start them, and I had mine. Over the time that we became friends, MARCH to be exact, because it was right after her birthday, she told me she was moving, I didnt believe her. Until a couple months later, I came over, and helped her fill out School Applications. Shes gone. Were drifting. Were holding on. Because, I dont want that shit toooo fadeeee !
Okay, so I have lived in Moorestown, since forever. In first grade, my best friends were Tina & Allison, we lived really close, so we just hung out a lot. In second grade I was friends with Tina & Allison, and our school was just seperating into who`s popular, whos not. I was stuck. Tina wasnt popular, while Allison was. I just kinda stayed in the middle my whole elementary years. I stayed best friends with Allison, Tina, Nick Delmar, and Nick Denno. Until Nick Delmar moved to California, in 3rd grade...Asshole. In 5th grade, everyone from all 3 Elementary schools, went to the UES. It was crazy. In 5th grade I became best friends with Marie Rhoads, she got me into shaving & makeup, also liking boys. I had no idea until 6th grade that I was dating Tim Farrell the whole time in 5th grade, but anyways. 6th grade I became friends with Brittany Scholer..well actually, we were friends before, but we became really close. And also Tori, Carla & Kim. I have to say, 6th grade was the hardest for me. In 7th grade, I drifted with Marie & Brittany, and became best friends with Elissa. I was a bad-ass to the bone, yo. I went uptown with her, and I met John, but before John. There was Scott, he was my first at everything, basically. Elissa was the only person I ever shared that with, that actually understood, because she`d been there too. It was like, everything one of us did, one of us had already been there, and knew how to help eachother out. So I did things with John -- which soon progressed to Me & BB, which honestly. I will not talk to anyone about, because it honestly, makes me choke up, and want to kill myself. If your one of the few people who is actually taking the time to read this, maybe you know why, since the WHOLE FUCKING TOWN already does, be as so fucking kind to explain it to the whole world, because its such an awesome thing to know about. I have only ever been in love once, and I cant even say I know what love is, and I cant say been because I still care about that person, even though we dont talk, or anything. But you know, feelings that I REALLY had, are still there. Even though his might have been fake. No its not BB - so shut the fuck up. Anyways, Elissa and I fought, we fought a lot. I mean, she had her reasons to start them, and I had mine. Over the time that we became friends, MARCH to be exact, because it was right after her birthday, she told me she was moving, I didnt believe her. Until a couple months later, I came over, and helped her fill out School Applications. Shes gone. Were drifting. Were holding on. Because, I dont want that shit toooo fadeeee !