AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

[lovejeggen]

I just want to curl up and die.
I want to go home
I'm tired of being here
I fail three midterms, math, physics, and music history
I have hw due this wed
I have another midterm this thurs
I have a midterm fri
I have a girlfriend at home who has me worried sick so that I just want to leave now and get to her
I have parents who if I tell them my grades I'll just get lecturred...NOT PRODUCTIVE
so I can't even share that I need help withe them.
I have a headache
I hate complaining
I feel trapped
I love life too much
I have too much work to do
and if I do it I'm just gonna have a huge break-down
I just want to be home
I'm hungry
I'm tired
and there is nothing that I want to do
except hug Jill
and no way for that to happen
and even writting this
makes no difference in the world
because someone is gonna read it
and they might get upset
some people just don't understand
some people do
but where are they
and how can they help?
how am I expected to be able to do everything?
why can't I do what I need to do what I want?
I don't want to fail
but I can't do anything right now
so I guess I'm just fucked
did I mention I have a headache?