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I remember the dreams; in one, I'm trapped in a closet next to you, and I give you the biggest hug because I didn't ever want to let go. And around us there were buckets and buckets of halloween candy. The colors stacked high, and I grabbed one and opened the door. Outside, we were sitting in the grass next to a lake where fireworks exploded. I went up the hill and found ribbons and we put them on and danced like wild spirits.
I had the most wonderful day. i finished luella's bunny doll which she lovingly named claire jr. after me (she is naming her real bunny after me too), and all of my dear friends came to visit me today! I was well enough, so we watched the science of sleep and played. I'm so glad they came and brightened my day. And then I talked to you; I believed you always indifferent. But you said that we hadn't talked in a while, so you talked to me (which is "I miss you" in your language). I'm really starting to look at you in a new light, its quite different.