May 23, 2005 21:13
Right so still in my wierd mood. Maybe less sad though. It's all way too bitter to be called bitter sweet. Hugged him for the last time today. i knew that my time with him had to end, and I'm glad that he's at least staying.
Had my first swim in my pool of the summer. It's really here! Hurrah! I just need to get through the next two days...
bought hot hot heat cd. I lurrve it.
"Another day, another night, another year,
Another smile, another lie, another tear,
This better not be all I got,
I never thought I'd end up here."
I don't know what I expected, it just all seems so... anticlimactic. I hope I spelled that right.