update
lately i have not been doing to much of anything! Im always so lazy and tired every day now! All i have really been doing is chillin with kyle, chillin with my moms, and doing yard work and shit like that! Ive been working on the weekends now, i dont get paid much at all buts hey its a job right! IM going to start setting up the babys room very soon, as soon as i find precious momment boarder i can start doing the rest! I know so many good people i love it! i got just about everything that i need for free, its so incredible...I got a bassinet, changing table, 4 car seats, diapers, wipes, food, baby monitor, blankets, burping blankets, tub, bunch of bath things! Im so happy i have the family and friends that i have because they are really helping me out a lot i dont know what i would do without them helping me!
I miss school, i miss some of the cool teachers and i miss lots of the people! Life is just so boring now not ever really seeing anyone! I miss my friends, i miss the way we would act in school and have fun! Im happy im out cause of the work we had to do and shit but yet its sad! everyone is slowly leaving and it sucks! but whatever....
i can tell im getting closer to the babys due date because ive been feeling a lot more pain and im getting very nervous! Im getting wicked big, i look like im going to pop any minute! i took some pics, they are kind of revealing but get over it!
Its going to be so weird to be skinny one day again!
Im so happy that i got kyle in my life to help me through everything, he truely is the best man in the world! he has done so much!! he actually seems like he wants to know how to take care of a baby so that makes me so happy and it makes me thing that he really does want to stay together for a long time! I love kyle so much, he is a dream come true!