Acceptance.
Sometimes, you just gotta accept that it ain't for you.
Going on my 36th next month has made me realize that maybe, I am not meant to be married.
I like where my life is. Still working on my physique and everyday may be a battle, but its a fight I can win.
This falling in love thing, wife, family, kids thing - I can't just win at it. And it takes too much effort to do, so I think I will just be like this.
Even if it sounds like it, I have not given up. I'm still waiting for someone to make me feel that way again, that feeling where I will throw anything and everything I have into the pursuit.
But as of now, I really don't feel like it.