Sep 26, 2004 00:59
Trying to arrange my thoughts. So tired of all of this shit. I miss so many things that I was so used to. I'm just trying to find myself in this world. Is that what we're al trying to do? To find ourselves. I'm just upset. How could everything and everyone turn their back on me. Did I turn my back on them? God, I don't even know what I stand for anymore. All I know is that I'm 16, on the verge of having a nervy b, and I might not ever see it again. I just don't know anymore.