Dec 07, 2005 00:46
this feeling is out of control. It hurts so bad. Like my chest is being crushed in. And I cant even get a few words out. To save myself. And my tears are everything I ever wanted to say. But couldnt. Everything I kept in. Every secret. But no one sees or understands. And even if they did. They would question my sincerity. The lonelyness is crushing. Its causing a panic attack. Dont wake me up. Dont wake me up if things are going to be the same. If the reflection will be the same. A sad pathetic waste. Sigh.