Omg, Im scared because I love him so much

[loveismygame]

I'm scared I'm tarrified that I might lose my future husband, Why? Because he just told his mom about him self and I Don't know how things are going to turn out. Why do I say this? Because I know how hard it was for me after my mom found out, it was pretty bad and only because she blammed her self for me being gay, and that's the same issue james is having with his mom right know. I just want for us to continue to be happy and not stressed or trying to figue out ways to how to make his mom happy, and I now that thats how it's supposed to be but if u think about it the only thing that will make her happy is to not be gay and parents just don't understand that being gay is not something people choose to do it's just what we are. All I want is to keep what I have and that's James I love him so much and i want nothing but the best for him even if the best thing for him is not to be with me. Sometimes you just gotta le love go but I Don't want to face that, I want to be with him for the rest of my life and nothing else. I love you james and all I want is for you to be happy......
"Your my sun thats why I'm always around you. " )("And your my light,thats what I wake up to." I love you baby don't ever forget that and I always will.Keerp that in your head You'll make it out on top and with me by your side. Your mother will come around to just accepting you for who you are, I now it, it will just take some time, but you have to have Endurence, and be long suffering, witch you all ready are so you should be fine. I love you and I promise to alwayes have your back and not be on it all time. From my heart to yours.

Love Irvy