SaTuRdAy NiGhT..
Listening to Saturday night by the misfits .. bittersweet memories thinking of my little Helly.. Ohh and Come Home by Onerepublic.. So many feelings, thoughts, and memories to deal with..
May 7th is the year anniversary of my little sister's passing.. Rise Against and Bad Religion are playing in Cleveland.. she loved them both too.. Good memories of us smoking newports eating drippy popsicles and listening to their songs together .. It's going to be a really difficult day but I want to go.. I love those bands and a lot of that music has gotten me through some very difficult times.. Gonna go with friends and loved ones and celebrate her and her life <3
Lace and I visited today.. Smoked more cigarettes than one should (shouldn't smoke at all really) .. who cares though.. I ate some sour gummi worms and drank too much caffiene and we sat and gabbed.. It was very nice
I saw my JoOlia day before yesterday.. if I'm super lucky I'll see her today or tomorrow too.. I'd like that
I'm not close to very many people anymore but we'll always be close. Her and Phil saved me when all that horribleness happened last year. I'd be lost without them.. or crazy.. or maybe not even here.. I am filled with crazy amounts of love and gratitude <3
Well this was not very poetic and rather short.. I'd like to make it a habbit to keep updating when I stopped I missed out on reporting epic parts of my life .. words hold feelings, memories, and even bits of moments that you can never get back.. this is how I hold on
May 7th is the year anniversary of my little sister's passing.. Rise Against and Bad Religion are playing in Cleveland.. she loved them both too.. Good memories of us smoking newports eating drippy popsicles and listening to their songs together .. It's going to be a really difficult day but I want to go.. I love those bands and a lot of that music has gotten me through some very difficult times.. Gonna go with friends and loved ones and celebrate her and her life <3
Lace and I visited today.. Smoked more cigarettes than one should (shouldn't smoke at all really) .. who cares though.. I ate some sour gummi worms and drank too much caffiene and we sat and gabbed.. It was very nice
I saw my JoOlia day before yesterday.. if I'm super lucky I'll see her today or tomorrow too.. I'd like that
I'm not close to very many people anymore but we'll always be close. Her and Phil saved me when all that horribleness happened last year. I'd be lost without them.. or crazy.. or maybe not even here.. I am filled with crazy amounts of love and gratitude <3
Well this was not very poetic and rather short.. I'd like to make it a habbit to keep updating when I stopped I missed out on reporting epic parts of my life .. words hold feelings, memories, and even bits of moments that you can never get back.. this is how I hold on