I LOVE BRAD AND SAM! dana on the other hand is going to DIE and I will laugh

Apr 21, 2004 22:47

WOW! I am feeling pretty loved! I told Sam that DANA (my boyfriend... not for long) hits me and calls me shit, and threatens me (which is sadly all VERY true) and Sam said he'd have someone kick his ass because that's fucked up! I love Sam for that. I loved him before but I never thought he'd even offer something like that, I didn't realize we were that good of friends or that he even cared that much about me.
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: so... as i was saying, how's it going with you?
THElittleBABY69: good u
BrknHartsWllHeal: uhm... good i guess... i'm gonna dump Dana
THElittleBABY69: y

BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: becuase he's hella rude to me, he threatened to throw me down the stairs while i was drunk, and he kept hitting me, and pushing me, and he calls me a dumb bitch and a how
BrknHartsWllHeal: hoe***
BrknHartsWllHeal: that's fucked up huh?
THElittleBABY69: what a fucker
BrknHartsWllHeal: THElittleBABY69: i should have ppl beat the shit out of him
BrknHartsWllHeal: yea!
BrknHartsWllHeal: do it!
BrknHartsWllHeal: i hate him

That's part of my conversation with Sam. That right there, made me feel so special. I want to cry because I CAN say that and it's not just me being a bitchy cunt. It's true, but I feel a little better that somecares.

BrknHartsWllHeal: wow! and now brad wants to beat his ass!
BrknHartsWllHeal: ]i am so loved! kinda not really
BrknHartsWllHeal: but o well
stop boasting: lol yayea!
BrknHartsWllHeal: yea!
BrknHartsWllHeal: you know what?!
BrknHartsWllHeal: i feel like one of those girls that gets abused and has to go to a support group for it
BrknHartsWllHeal: :-(
BrknHartsWllHeal: i'm getting sad :'(
stop boasting: lol are you really?
BrknHartsWllHeal: yes, i wanna cry
BrknHartsWllHeal: but i am determined not to!
BrknHartsWllHeal: :-(
BrknHartsWllHeal: i really need a hug... (which sounds totally stupid, but o well, it's true)
stop boasting: lol me too :-( I liked this kid like all today and now I like hate him!
BrknHartsWllHeal: im sad
BrknHartsWllHeal: :-(
------blah blah blah not important stuf------
BrknHartsWllHeal: wow, i feel pretty sad, but good at the same time
BrknHartsWllHeal: does that make sense?
stop boasting: yea, I'm that way right now too, im sooo relieved that im not going out with him and that im over him but at the same time im so mad that he made me mad!
BrknHartsWllHeal: lol
BrknHartsWllHeal: yea, i'm sad that i can even say this stuff, and have it be true... i feel like im kinda in a Lifetime Movie, and then i'm happy to know that there's still a couple guys that give a shit enough about me to do this for me
stop boasting: aww yea I know, me too!
BrknHartsWllHeal: yea, me and Brad aren't even that good of friends
BrknHartsWllHeal: i feel pretty special :-D
BrknHartsWllHeal: but i still wanna cry :'(
stop boasting: don't cry! i'll shoot him!
BrknHartsWllHeal: there's not gonna be anything left of him TO shoot when brad gets done
BrknHartsWllHeal: lol
BrknHartsWllHeal: normally, when sam offered that, i'd be like "no, it's ok... dont worry about it" but now i'm thinking... "maybe he'll 'learn his lesson' if he gets fucked up bad enough over this
stop boasting: lol good then Ill watch!
BrknHartsWllHeal: and he'll never do it again, to me or anybosy else
BrknHartsWllHeal: me too!
stop boasting: lol no boys are boys they dont learn they expierament
BrknHartsWllHeal: yea well whatever... he'll never do it to ME again and that's REALLY all I care about
BrknHartsWllHeal: i'm selfish
BrknHartsWllHeal: lol
stop boasting: lol me too!
BrknHartsWllHeal: yea, well... i just know that Brad will at the VERY LEAST teach him to NEVER do that again to me, because whether Dana thinks so or not, people DO love me, and Do care what happens to me
BrknHartsWllHeal: and apparently, not as many people LOVE him as he thinks
stop boasting: Yes Karina! And if Dana wouldn't hit me back I'd fuck that kid up too! I love you and care about you :-D
BrknHartsWllHeal: i know him, he thinks him and Brad are way cool, and that Brad wouldn't ever kick his ass, especially over ME
BrknHartsWllHeal: i love you too, and i know you would, but no offense he'd probably hurt you... but its the thought that counts :-)
stop boasting: yes... of course!
BrknHartsWllHeal: lol... sorry, no offense, but he can hit pretty hard (sad that I know that)
BrknHartsWllHeal: lol
top boasting: ... yea i know... he's a freakin abuser
stop boasting: seriously yo, listen to what i say!
BrknHartsWllHeal: he is
BrknHartsWllHeal: for real
BrknHartsWllHeal: damn... im like on of those girls on that "teen dating violence" movie we saw at school

That is what me and Delia were talking about. AND still... SOMEBODY cares what happens to me... look at that Dana's WRONG, people DO like me even if he doesn't!

Sk8Er4702: hey
BrknHartsWllHeal: whats up? did sam send you what i said?
Sk8Er4702: nope
BrknHartsWllHeal: ooo
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: Sk8Er4702: u fucken serious? he hit karina? he sent me that... so i just thought he did
Sk8Er4702: oh bout that?did he really?
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: yea, not that hard but still... he did so much that one night when i was drunk
Sk8Er4702: hes going to get beat up
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: and he threatened to throw me down the stairs if i didnt wuit being so stupid
BrknHartsWllHeal: good
BrknHartsWllHeal: kick the shit out of him
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: quit***
Sk8Er4702: oh i will, ill beat the fuck outta him hes scared of me he told me
BrknHartsWllHeal: lol
BrknHartsWllHeal: go ahead, i hate him
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: he's so mean to me
BrknHartsWllHeal: and he REALLY hit emily
BrknHartsWllHeal: like... fists and everything
Sk8Er4702: wtf, hes a fuckin fag
BrknHartsWllHeal: yea he is
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: sorry, i didn't mean to bother you with this or anything
Sk8Er4702: nah its all good, im glad u told me thats so fucked
BrknHartsWllHeal: ok, thanks
BrknHartsWllHeal: BrknHartsWllHeal: seriously, im just glad that at least SOMEBODY cares
BrknHartsWllHeal: everybody else has jsut been like "o that sucks"
BrknHartsWllHeal: just**
Sk8Er4702: yea those people are gay, im going to jump him with my skateboard
BrknHartsWllHeal: awesome
BrknHartsWllHeal: Sk8Er4702: but hey im out, and im really sorry bout that shit, late
BrknHartsWllHeal: ok, thanks
BrknHartsWllHeal: bye
Sk8Er4702 signed off at 10:16:10 PM.

And THAT is why I love Brad! Because EVEN THOUGH we aren't that good of friends at all, he still cares enough to do that for me. That kid is so cool! Him and Sam made my WHOLE NIGHT! Just to know that SOMEBODY cares about what happens to me, even if my own boyfriend doesn't!
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