perfection
you say you are changing for the better. and i believe you. you say that you will call. but you never do. you say all the right things to get what you want. i fell for all of that. i see that you are trying hard to change. but its not working out. you are perfection to me. down to every last imperfection. you don't know this is about you. i wish you did. you probably won't ever read this. i only wish you would. but it is not that easy. everything you said to me. was probably all a lie. i only wish it wasn't. now i wish i didnt lie to my parents to see you. i wish i didn't drive 1 hour. i wish i could take it all back. but then i would have never known about you. i wish i didnt want to take it all back. i wish what you said to me was true. but now a big LIE. but i am glad i went to your house. i met Mel and she is awesome!. i am glad we met. yet i wish we didn't. i wish we could talk again. well i try. but you just ignore the messages i send to you. you are PERFECTION to me. i only wish i was PERFECTION to you.