Sep 15, 2005 14:40
i miss arizona. not the crappy heat and sun or the ugly brown desert, but i miss how it made me feel, i miss the people, i miss the way the air feels, i miss being able to feel my hands on a steering wheel and my foot on a gas pedal, i miss cheap prices, nice furniture from ikea, the 202 and the 101, i miss how it would get hot and pink when the sun was setting. i miss listening to music with my left arm hanging out the window. i miss not being able to hug a dog.
i miss being able to be nice and saying 'have a good day', new york turns you into an asshole; its really just a defense mechanism.
if i lived in a sci-fi movie i would transport, ryan, colleen, sophie [preferably a house trained sophie :)], the way the air felt, and the memories and bring them all to new york, so i can be selfish and always feel it and never leave it again.