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sometimes stuff happens and it's real crazy and you just want to laugh.
today has been one of those days where i've found out that random people are dating, and it's really weird. like it wouldn't be weird except for how you know them each before they were dating, and you didn't even know they knew each other, or that they would ever date.. but then suddenly there's like three couples i know like that, and i am just like "what the hell is going on here?". haha.
especially with my clemson friends. i mean, not being around them for a whole summer kills me because i don't know what is happening and stuff.
WEIRD.
anyway. it's amusing. but cool, i suppose.
i miss clemson a lot. i honestly didn't think i would. i was so homesick and missing my cedarfield girls and just ready to come back here.. and now, a month and a half into summer, i'm already missing clemson. i miss the people and the town and the fun things to do and the crazy parties and playing dress-up at least once a week and eating healthy food at the dining halls.. and the football.. and just.. the PEOPLE. man. i wish that everyone i know here could know the people i know there, because they would all love each other and get along so well.
i hope all my girls can come down and visit me this year.
i watched the Family Stone tonight. that, and Brandon's lj entry, got me thinking about soulmates and stuff. i don't know how i feel about them. i don't know if they exist. or if they do exist, i don't know if i believe there is just one or if there can be multiple soulmates, considering how many amazing qualities you can find in people, there is bound to be someone similar. but i definitely understand the whole emotional connection thing. there aren't too many people that i just click with emotionally. people that i can have a comfortable silence with. people who understand things without me needing to explain it. someone who i can tell anything to and know that they won't judge me or use it against me. my best friends are a given, but even some of them can't fill that void. i lack someone that i just feel a deeper connection with.
the other week i wished he lived here. i mean not that i don't normally wish it, because he's such an amazing guy. but i specifically thought about it the other day. and i don't know why. maybe it was because of my birthday and stuff, and i was thinking that i wanted as many of the people i care about to be together as possible. and one of the first people i thought of was Brandon. i don't get to see him ever. i've only been around him once. maybe he is super annoying and does stuff like snore really loud.. who knows. (haha) but it's just weird to me. how two people can live in completely different places, and never see each other, and feel as close as i feel with some of the friends i've known for ten years.
i honestly believe that if he were around, i would be the happiest i've been in a long time. i wouldn't think so damn hard about trying to find a decent guy. because half of that would already be right in front of me. and like he said, not really a "love" kind of way, or whatever. but just, someone that you can share everything with and stay up late with and do stupid things with.. just anything, really. it just is so weird to me how i can picture myself being like that with Brandon, and i've only hung out with him one night a long time ago.
and do you ever just wonder how things come about? like, what if John and Lorraine never had a lakehouse. then they never would have taken my family for the weekend. and if my family had never gone, we would never have bought a lakehouse of our own. and if we hadn't done that, then i wouldn't have met Josh on the lake that day. and if i never met Josh, i would have no idea that a Brandon Robles existed in this world and that he could be so ridiculous and funny and smart and simple and complex and everything else that he is. my life would be very different today. it sounds stupid but it's the truth.
i guess what i'm getting at is that we have something weird. i can't explain it. like if he lived in clemson, i would want to be roommates or something..
whatever.
all's i'm saying is that i've thought about it before too.
life will play out in it's own funny little ways, i'm sure.
in other news.. SOCCER IS THE GREATEST SPORT EVER.. POSSIBLY TIED WITH FOOTBALL.. BUT HEY, FUTBOL, FOOTBALL, SAME THING RIGHT? THEY COUNT AS ONE.
Seriously, idiots. Soccer requires so much skill. It's incredible. Not that other sports don't, but soccer just is much more impressive. Anyone can throw their arms around and learn to throw a ball the right way or run real fast up and down a small court. Boring. Or watch a stupid little tennis ball fly back and forth. Or there's baseball, which sometimes is cool, sometimes is lame as hell. But soccer is always entertaining. I mean how many people do you know who can move their legs and feet like that?? Turn up the speed and run and do crazy things with a BALL with the SAME legs you're running with.. Basketball? It's easy to run and dribble a damn ball.. they require different appendages. The World Cup isn't a big deal?!?! Are you kidding me? If it wasn't a big deal, they would have it every year. That's why is IS a big deal. And I'd rather have people who are half-assed and somewhat into it, even if it's not for the right reasons, than to have people who don't even care or support it at all. Lame.
My opinion is slightly biased I suppose. But STILL!
PS- Kevin Smith, you know that was directed at you. :)
On a final note, my list of "trips being planned for the summer" is getting increasingly bigger. Now we've got:
..Cali
..Myrtle Beach with Steph's family
..Charleston
..CT to visit my clemson kids
..Clemson
..Florida to visit Steph's ex
..Europe
..Lakehouse with all my girls
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kelly.
today has been one of those days where i've found out that random people are dating, and it's really weird. like it wouldn't be weird except for how you know them each before they were dating, and you didn't even know they knew each other, or that they would ever date.. but then suddenly there's like three couples i know like that, and i am just like "what the hell is going on here?". haha.
especially with my clemson friends. i mean, not being around them for a whole summer kills me because i don't know what is happening and stuff.
WEIRD.
anyway. it's amusing. but cool, i suppose.
i miss clemson a lot. i honestly didn't think i would. i was so homesick and missing my cedarfield girls and just ready to come back here.. and now, a month and a half into summer, i'm already missing clemson. i miss the people and the town and the fun things to do and the crazy parties and playing dress-up at least once a week and eating healthy food at the dining halls.. and the football.. and just.. the PEOPLE. man. i wish that everyone i know here could know the people i know there, because they would all love each other and get along so well.
i hope all my girls can come down and visit me this year.
i watched the Family Stone tonight. that, and Brandon's lj entry, got me thinking about soulmates and stuff. i don't know how i feel about them. i don't know if they exist. or if they do exist, i don't know if i believe there is just one or if there can be multiple soulmates, considering how many amazing qualities you can find in people, there is bound to be someone similar. but i definitely understand the whole emotional connection thing. there aren't too many people that i just click with emotionally. people that i can have a comfortable silence with. people who understand things without me needing to explain it. someone who i can tell anything to and know that they won't judge me or use it against me. my best friends are a given, but even some of them can't fill that void. i lack someone that i just feel a deeper connection with.
the other week i wished he lived here. i mean not that i don't normally wish it, because he's such an amazing guy. but i specifically thought about it the other day. and i don't know why. maybe it was because of my birthday and stuff, and i was thinking that i wanted as many of the people i care about to be together as possible. and one of the first people i thought of was Brandon. i don't get to see him ever. i've only been around him once. maybe he is super annoying and does stuff like snore really loud.. who knows. (haha) but it's just weird to me. how two people can live in completely different places, and never see each other, and feel as close as i feel with some of the friends i've known for ten years.
i honestly believe that if he were around, i would be the happiest i've been in a long time. i wouldn't think so damn hard about trying to find a decent guy. because half of that would already be right in front of me. and like he said, not really a "love" kind of way, or whatever. but just, someone that you can share everything with and stay up late with and do stupid things with.. just anything, really. it just is so weird to me how i can picture myself being like that with Brandon, and i've only hung out with him one night a long time ago.
and do you ever just wonder how things come about? like, what if John and Lorraine never had a lakehouse. then they never would have taken my family for the weekend. and if my family had never gone, we would never have bought a lakehouse of our own. and if we hadn't done that, then i wouldn't have met Josh on the lake that day. and if i never met Josh, i would have no idea that a Brandon Robles existed in this world and that he could be so ridiculous and funny and smart and simple and complex and everything else that he is. my life would be very different today. it sounds stupid but it's the truth.
i guess what i'm getting at is that we have something weird. i can't explain it. like if he lived in clemson, i would want to be roommates or something..
whatever.
all's i'm saying is that i've thought about it before too.
life will play out in it's own funny little ways, i'm sure.
in other news.. SOCCER IS THE GREATEST SPORT EVER.. POSSIBLY TIED WITH FOOTBALL.. BUT HEY, FUTBOL, FOOTBALL, SAME THING RIGHT? THEY COUNT AS ONE.
Seriously, idiots. Soccer requires so much skill. It's incredible. Not that other sports don't, but soccer just is much more impressive. Anyone can throw their arms around and learn to throw a ball the right way or run real fast up and down a small court. Boring. Or watch a stupid little tennis ball fly back and forth. Or there's baseball, which sometimes is cool, sometimes is lame as hell. But soccer is always entertaining. I mean how many people do you know who can move their legs and feet like that?? Turn up the speed and run and do crazy things with a BALL with the SAME legs you're running with.. Basketball? It's easy to run and dribble a damn ball.. they require different appendages. The World Cup isn't a big deal?!?! Are you kidding me? If it wasn't a big deal, they would have it every year. That's why is IS a big deal. And I'd rather have people who are half-assed and somewhat into it, even if it's not for the right reasons, than to have people who don't even care or support it at all. Lame.
My opinion is slightly biased I suppose. But STILL!
PS- Kevin Smith, you know that was directed at you. :)
On a final note, my list of "trips being planned for the summer" is getting increasingly bigger. Now we've got:
..Cali
..Myrtle Beach with Steph's family
..Charleston
..CT to visit my clemson kids
..Clemson
..Florida to visit Steph's ex
..Europe
..Lakehouse with all my girls
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kelly.