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I guess i haven't written in here in a while. I haven't been feelin so great. i was sick for a few days, and i did feel like i was going to die. but..antibiotics fix all...except for the sadness. I think i'll be okay..but i've been feeling really sad for the past like..weekish. maybe not quite a week.
anyways..i wont get into it really now.
last night katie and drew and i went to arizonas. it was an alright time..however..i wasn't in a good mood..and antibiotics prevented me from drinking it all away. we left early. we heard a funny diarhea (is that how you spell it? i can't spell, so i wouldn't know) song on the radio on the way home. I think im supposed to be going out tonight with the old girls..but i really really dont want to. I dont want to talk..i dont even want to move my mouth. i dont want to smile..and i dont want to dance. I dont want to even stay awake. I also dont want to sleep because it makes me feel more grogy and shitty than i already do. however, i've slept the entire day so far. and i tanned. that may have cheered me up a bit. i really dont know what i want to do. Jason emailed me. im glad. he wants to talk. and so do i. i dont know what'll happen, but i need to talk to him. right now..i'd like to lay on him and cry for a few hours. that would make me feel better.
ah..i can't think about it. i think we might get together on monday to talk. i can keep the tears in till then. however..i did have a bit of a spillage at work. that was awkward. especially when someone said something to me..i looked up..and some tears fell out. i dont know if i answered the question or not..i just remember walking out of the office.
anyways..im looking forward to monday night wings with billy, my bro and sis. it should be good times. i want to go to the beach..but i dont think it'll be happening. back yard tanning is good too. this will be my two weeks off..and it'll be tanning times. i think im hungry.
k i feel like shit. im gonna go get off of this thing
anyways..i wont get into it really now.
last night katie and drew and i went to arizonas. it was an alright time..however..i wasn't in a good mood..and antibiotics prevented me from drinking it all away. we left early. we heard a funny diarhea (is that how you spell it? i can't spell, so i wouldn't know) song on the radio on the way home. I think im supposed to be going out tonight with the old girls..but i really really dont want to. I dont want to talk..i dont even want to move my mouth. i dont want to smile..and i dont want to dance. I dont want to even stay awake. I also dont want to sleep because it makes me feel more grogy and shitty than i already do. however, i've slept the entire day so far. and i tanned. that may have cheered me up a bit. i really dont know what i want to do. Jason emailed me. im glad. he wants to talk. and so do i. i dont know what'll happen, but i need to talk to him. right now..i'd like to lay on him and cry for a few hours. that would make me feel better.
ah..i can't think about it. i think we might get together on monday to talk. i can keep the tears in till then. however..i did have a bit of a spillage at work. that was awkward. especially when someone said something to me..i looked up..and some tears fell out. i dont know if i answered the question or not..i just remember walking out of the office.
anyways..im looking forward to monday night wings with billy, my bro and sis. it should be good times. i want to go to the beach..but i dont think it'll be happening. back yard tanning is good too. this will be my two weeks off..and it'll be tanning times. i think im hungry.
k i feel like shit. im gonna go get off of this thing