i'm not dead!
I'm so sorry you guys. I haven't posted in a month in a half...i feel like a terrible friend. I've just been so busy with everything. My senior year is going pretty well. I have so much work though. I'm in two college courses and the rest are just sort of stupid little classes i have to take but the two college courses have huge workloads. Apart from getting all of my school work done, i've also been preparing for my SAT which is this coming Saturday...GUH!!! i'm so nervous. it's going to be so freaking hard and i just do not feel prepared for it at all...*sigh* i guess it doesn't really make a difference anyway. AND on top of all my work i have to prepare for my college auditions at my music schools. I'm applying to four universities. Two in New York City (Manhattan School of Music and Mannes New School of Music) as well as two SUNY schools (Potsdam and Fredonia). It's really hectic. I think that is stressing me out the most because the two in NYC are conservatories and i'm just really nervous about not being good enough for them. BUT i'm pretty positive i will get into the SUNY schools so at least i won't be stuck.
Have you guys been watching Glee? I'm totally obsessed with it! It's so hilarious and i just adore the characters...except for Rachael (she is a biotch). I am really starting to ship Puck/Kurt though. They are just too freaking adorable to think about...and Puck is effing sexy. Kurt is just adorable though...he makes me want to be his best friend. :P
But yes nothing too new has happened since the last time i posted. I saw the American Idol tour in August and freaking loved every goddamn moment of it. I seriously almost passed out when Adam came on the stage...legit almost passed out. lmao. but i held myself up and danced my ass off. :P I loved everyone except for stupid Megan Joy, can't stand her at all. I sat down for Danny's set...:D
Oh yes, my father might be getting a job in Ohio! I'm really excited because he's been unemployed since April 1 and he's really getting sick of not having a job and frankly so am i. It feels so terrible knowing that we do not have any money. Any money. I just sit here and want to cry all the time because it's my senior year and i want to be able to do things but i know i can't ask my parents and i'm paying for everything and i just do not make enough to pay for it all. I just hate feeling so helpless for them. BUT his interview is Tuesday in Dallas...weird i know since the job is in Cincinnati but whatevs. I just am praying to God he gets this, and it's with a really stable government company so the pay will be really good. :D This is the most random thing i've ever talked about. LMAO.
i got a crap load of new icons! they are all of course, American Idol related...most of which are of Kradam...because i'm a freaking psycho for them, and of course Adam. Can i just say how much i love Kris Allen's new single! it's so freaking catchy and his voice is just gorgeous...but i will say i am freaking the fuck out for Adam's album, it needs to be here right now!!!
I really want to go see Fame. Have any of you seen it? Was it good? it looks pretty decent but who knows.
Alright so moral of story...Brooke will never go away for that long ever again and i will probably start posting almost everyday from now on. :P LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
Have you guys been watching Glee? I'm totally obsessed with it! It's so hilarious and i just adore the characters...except for Rachael (she is a biotch). I am really starting to ship Puck/Kurt though. They are just too freaking adorable to think about...and Puck is effing sexy. Kurt is just adorable though...he makes me want to be his best friend. :P
But yes nothing too new has happened since the last time i posted. I saw the American Idol tour in August and freaking loved every goddamn moment of it. I seriously almost passed out when Adam came on the stage...legit almost passed out. lmao. but i held myself up and danced my ass off. :P I loved everyone except for stupid Megan Joy, can't stand her at all. I sat down for Danny's set...:D
Oh yes, my father might be getting a job in Ohio! I'm really excited because he's been unemployed since April 1 and he's really getting sick of not having a job and frankly so am i. It feels so terrible knowing that we do not have any money. Any money. I just sit here and want to cry all the time because it's my senior year and i want to be able to do things but i know i can't ask my parents and i'm paying for everything and i just do not make enough to pay for it all. I just hate feeling so helpless for them. BUT his interview is Tuesday in Dallas...weird i know since the job is in Cincinnati but whatevs. I just am praying to God he gets this, and it's with a really stable government company so the pay will be really good. :D This is the most random thing i've ever talked about. LMAO.
i got a crap load of new icons! they are all of course, American Idol related...most of which are of Kradam...because i'm a freaking psycho for them, and of course Adam. Can i just say how much i love Kris Allen's new single! it's so freaking catchy and his voice is just gorgeous...but i will say i am freaking the fuck out for Adam's album, it needs to be here right now!!!
I really want to go see Fame. Have any of you seen it? Was it good? it looks pretty decent but who knows.
Alright so moral of story...Brooke will never go away for that long ever again and i will probably start posting almost everyday from now on. :P LOVE YOU GUYS!!!