Feb 04, 2005 12:54
FUCK YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU! ALL I EVER DID WAS LOVE YOU BUT I'LL NEVER FUCKING MEAN A THING, I'VE NEVER FUCKING MEANT ANYTHING. FUCK YOU FOR LEADING ME ON, FUCK YOU FOR LOVING SOMEONE ELSE, FUCK YOU!!! I'M CRYING SO FUCKING HARD RIGHT NOW BUT THAT NEVER FUCKING MATTERED DID IT? YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND YOU WHISPER ALL THIS SHIT IN MY EAR, BEHIND THEIR BACKS, BEHIND MINE, HOW MANY HEARTS ARE YOU GOING TO FUCKING BREAK? I HATE YOUR BEAUTIFUL FUCKING FACE I FUCKING HATE IT!!! I HATE BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU, I HATE THAT TIME WE WALKED HOME FROM THE VOUS AND SAW OURSELVES IN THE MIRROR TRYING TO CHASE THE SUNSET, I HATE THAT TIME ON THE WAY BACK FROM GRAND RAPIDS WHEN I HELD YOU WHILE YOU CRIED, I HATE EVERY FUCKING TIME YOU EVER SAID IT WAS GOING TO BE OK, I FUCKING HATE IT.
EVERYTHING
fucking kill me. fuck love. fuck it forever, no one will ever appreciate the way i fucking feel about them. now my mind is really made up. goodbye.