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monday, monday. i am bored and tired 45 minutes into the day. awesome. but, i'll have a short afternoon because i have to go to a press conference at 1230 and i can just take my lunch after that. and nobody will know where i've disappeared to.
it's cloudier today than it has been. i wish we could have kept the heat wave for a lot longer, but maybe it will return.
this weekend was lovely, but went by too quickly. i went to ottawa to watch my aunt get married. it was nice to spend time with family and be away from this city for however brief a time. there was also a 50% off sale at guess, so i bought 2 dresses for the price of 1. good feeling. my parents are staying in montreal until friday. it's nice to have a house without them for a while. i miss freedom sometimes. most times.
i don't work on thursday, so i'm having a party for my friend, mike's, birthday on wednesday night. i made a facebook event of it and sent the invites to people i want to come, and to friends of mike, that i might not know very well. i should have made it a closed event. last night i checked to see who was planning on coming and marty added himself to the "maybe attending" list. what the fuck? i didn't send him an invitation. 1) because he lives in saint john, now so PLEASE stay there and live your little life. 2)because i have no interest in ever seeing or speaking to him again. fuck off.
you would think he would be embarrassed? or something. it's such a typical move though, that it's laughable. i am determined not to give him any attention for it if he shows up. if he tries to talk to me, i'll tell him to save it and move on. i don't have to listen to him anymore and i am not going to let him ruin my night. why the hell would he think i would even want him anywhere near my house? he must know that my parents aren't home. my brother will be there though and that'll be good enough for somebody on my side. i am refusing to let it bother me. but, of course, it is.
i'm thinking of going to halifax for the weekend of the 24th, 25th and 26th. my room is being subletted so nina or kathleen, i might be pestering you to use your bed for these nights?
i haven't registered for my courses yet. i haven't done a lot of things that i should have. i wish i were more worried. the summer is slipping by so quickly that it seems impossible to get anything accomplished. part of me is wanting to push it away, and part of me wants to hang on to it forever. i've talked about this before. i'm rambling now so i'll cut it off, but i might be back because this day is going to be far too long.
love,
stephanie
it's cloudier today than it has been. i wish we could have kept the heat wave for a lot longer, but maybe it will return.
this weekend was lovely, but went by too quickly. i went to ottawa to watch my aunt get married. it was nice to spend time with family and be away from this city for however brief a time. there was also a 50% off sale at guess, so i bought 2 dresses for the price of 1. good feeling. my parents are staying in montreal until friday. it's nice to have a house without them for a while. i miss freedom sometimes. most times.
i don't work on thursday, so i'm having a party for my friend, mike's, birthday on wednesday night. i made a facebook event of it and sent the invites to people i want to come, and to friends of mike, that i might not know very well. i should have made it a closed event. last night i checked to see who was planning on coming and marty added himself to the "maybe attending" list. what the fuck? i didn't send him an invitation. 1) because he lives in saint john, now so PLEASE stay there and live your little life. 2)because i have no interest in ever seeing or speaking to him again. fuck off.
you would think he would be embarrassed? or something. it's such a typical move though, that it's laughable. i am determined not to give him any attention for it if he shows up. if he tries to talk to me, i'll tell him to save it and move on. i don't have to listen to him anymore and i am not going to let him ruin my night. why the hell would he think i would even want him anywhere near my house? he must know that my parents aren't home. my brother will be there though and that'll be good enough for somebody on my side. i am refusing to let it bother me. but, of course, it is.
i'm thinking of going to halifax for the weekend of the 24th, 25th and 26th. my room is being subletted so nina or kathleen, i might be pestering you to use your bed for these nights?
i haven't registered for my courses yet. i haven't done a lot of things that i should have. i wish i were more worried. the summer is slipping by so quickly that it seems impossible to get anything accomplished. part of me is wanting to push it away, and part of me wants to hang on to it forever. i've talked about this before. i'm rambling now so i'll cut it off, but i might be back because this day is going to be far too long.
love,
stephanie