IAM SORRY!!!!

[loveisasweetsin]

you know what adam im sorry i didnt mean to afend you in any way i think i was just blowing up like that because i was mad at myself im sorry and i have gotten over it i have moved on thats the thing you havent and i dont know why because your the one who lost me for whatever i dont understand how you can cheat on me than turn around and want me back i dont know iam just still confused i geuss again iam sorry for leshing out on you like that i was just having a bad day i had been fighting with my mom and jon all day and i took it out on that subject iam sorry please dont be mad at me if you are well then o well ill move on and just forget about everything. i already excepted the fact that my heart is broken and i dont care anymore i shouldnt have brought it up i have to go i have nothing really more to say to anyone anymore theres nobody left to care i mean the last person in the world the only person i have right now doesnt really seem to care if i live or die and her opinion is the only one thats seems to effect me and well all iam saying is that the only one i think should die right now is me obviuosly i mean why not i got the perfect chance it will be easy quick and not to painful iam sorry for whatever i did to make you hurt me iam sorry to everyone you know how i feel about you and thats all there is left more me to say good bye adam i hope you find whatever it is your looking for and ill just be better off somewhere else weither its here or well not here. so heres to last goodbyes fairwell adam john cain

and id also like to note that iam sorry to anyone else that i offended in my last entery iam sorry you guys i do love you all!!! im just having a bad day!!