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as i was reading through my most recent entiries to find where i had left off, i realized i posted a lot of songs. sorry about that, i guess i just couldn't find the words in my own head, so i used someone elses. and for those of you who are avid readers, there are about 4 of you, i apologize for the lack of updates in the past month. i like to think that i have been busy, but it's really that i am just lazy. so here i am, eating waffles and updating. it might be long and boring (except the waffle part, it's exciting and yummy), so beware.
it's been a long time, and i am going to try my best here, so please stick with me. the last time i posted with any substance was dec 7. here's the best chronological breakdown i can offer:
dec. 11: i finished my first semester of college sucessfully.
dec. 12-24: worked a whole lot, bought christmas presents, started talking to charlie a lot again, spent a lot of time really doing nothing.
dec. 24: had christmas with jamie and bryan, then with the grand parents. had to work a graveyard shift.
dec. 25: had christmas with mom, dave, and josh, then with dad. worked another christmas graveyard.
dec. 26: had christmas with charlie and his family.
nothing exciting until the new year, which all in itself wasn't exciting. i had to work a late night new years eve, and early morning new years day. that's quite alright though.
jan. 9: i started school again. good classes. happy me.
jan 18: officially became a shift leader at work.
today: actually updated my livejournal.
well, that wasn't as exciting as i thought. actually, it was exactlly as exciting as i thought it might be - not at all. i guess now that i know i am a loser because my life contains virtually nothing, i will break down my little areas like always, more for myself than for you, but you're welcome to read it anyway.
school- so school has begun yet again, and i am taking four classes on monday, wednesday, and friday, and i am going from 9 to 2. i have a 9 oclock philosophy class that i currently love. my professor, dr. przekupowski, is neat. he loves his job and his subject, so i think it will work out well. i also love the class because i get to think outside the box with other people who have open minds too. my 10 oclock class is history. i never thought it could be so boring, until i got in this class. it has become more of a study hall for me because the teacher rambles on about his personal life and how our generation needs to succeed. like i really care what's coming out of his mouth if it's not going to be on the test. my 11 oclock class is astronomy. it is so neat. we actually went to the planitarium yesterday, and that was hella cool. my teacher is really smart and loves us. that is good. then at 12 i have a break and usually go to lunch with jamie and bryan. and at 1 oclock is my liturature criticism class with partridge. he's my english teacher from last semester. he is so cool, and the class really is a lot of fun, even though it feels like i am the youngest one there. school hasn't really been going on long enough to have much more than a description to offer, no tests or scary essays yet. so that's all good.
work- oh my god, where do i begin? well, i am offically a shift leader and making 7.25 an hour thank you very much. but sometimes, well most of the time, i don't feel like it is HALF enough for the shit i do sometimes. and then karen just tears me a new one EVERY time she sees me. and everything keeps breaking down and the bitch won't fix it because then she doesn't get HER bonus. well if the store doesn't work, what good it a bonus because she won't have a fucking job. *deep breath* sorry, got a little angry. ron, mike, and katy all became people in charge, and we got a new team leader and assistant manager. they are both great. the assistant manager, luke, has the intention to do a lot of good for the store, and i really hope he makes it happen. and tina, the new team leader is really neat. so now my work load is a little lighter, and i can breathe a little more. what really makes me happy is that all of these new people in charge, with the exception of maybe luke, are going to be more or less like me as far as work goes. because i model my whole shift leading around how peter used to lead us, and i know that ron and mike are doing the same, and katy is taking after me. tina was a little controling at first, but i think she is finding a comfortable groove now. so that is good. well, i have to go to work in about 20 minutes so i am going to stop talking about it.
and you knew it was enevitable- boys- well, i really don't know what to say here. um, i went back out with charlie (sorry jamie, i knew it was stupid, that's probably why i never told you) and then he just tore my heart to tiny pieces again. but i should have expected it. he just needed someone to pretend to love him in front of his family and until he could start new classes with new girls. but you know what? to hell with him. i loved him so much, and i really was ready to spend the rest of my life with him, but i am NOT going to play this game everytime he gets bored with dating. he'll soon realize that i am the best thing that he could EVER find (and that is from the mouth of his MOTHER) and he lost me because he wanted some little crack whore tart instead of me. he had it so easy with me to. he wanted something? i got up and got it. make lunch? done. put out? EVERY time he wanted. i even sat around and watched his type of movies and listened to his type of music, went to his car shows, let him mess with me in front of his friends, and then i loved him as much i think i may have loved anyone else, or more. but you know what? he didn't want that, so i guess i just have to figure out how to live without, right? i will. don't worry. so, as i moved on, i decided to take a huge leap of character and ask out the new guy at work. joel. he is really sweet, went to college (landscaping management), has a job as a landscaper, works at jib for a little extra money, aspires to have his own business one day, lives right down the street, and is really fun to talk to. well, it worked, and we hung out last weekend, and we are hanging out again this weekend. i'm really excited. he only has a couple of drawbacks, like i work with him, and that could be a sticky situation, he doesn't have a car (althougth he is saving his income tax return and next couple of jib paychecks to make a down payment), and he is 25. that last one doesn't matter so much to me, but it makes my mother a little uncomfortable. it is six years, and that seems like a lot, but then again, not really, not anymore, maybe 2 or 3 years ago, but yeah. well, that's all i have to say about that subject. boys. geez.
as for other things in my life, i will post them when they come up. and hopefully more often. well, i must go get ready for work.
oh crap, how could i forget. my hair is pink! blue underneath and pink on top. ha! it is neato.
ok, now for real, i must go. laters.
it's been a long time, and i am going to try my best here, so please stick with me. the last time i posted with any substance was dec 7. here's the best chronological breakdown i can offer:
dec. 11: i finished my first semester of college sucessfully.
dec. 12-24: worked a whole lot, bought christmas presents, started talking to charlie a lot again, spent a lot of time really doing nothing.
dec. 24: had christmas with jamie and bryan, then with the grand parents. had to work a graveyard shift.
dec. 25: had christmas with mom, dave, and josh, then with dad. worked another christmas graveyard.
dec. 26: had christmas with charlie and his family.
nothing exciting until the new year, which all in itself wasn't exciting. i had to work a late night new years eve, and early morning new years day. that's quite alright though.
jan. 9: i started school again. good classes. happy me.
jan 18: officially became a shift leader at work.
today: actually updated my livejournal.
well, that wasn't as exciting as i thought. actually, it was exactlly as exciting as i thought it might be - not at all. i guess now that i know i am a loser because my life contains virtually nothing, i will break down my little areas like always, more for myself than for you, but you're welcome to read it anyway.
school- so school has begun yet again, and i am taking four classes on monday, wednesday, and friday, and i am going from 9 to 2. i have a 9 oclock philosophy class that i currently love. my professor, dr. przekupowski, is neat. he loves his job and his subject, so i think it will work out well. i also love the class because i get to think outside the box with other people who have open minds too. my 10 oclock class is history. i never thought it could be so boring, until i got in this class. it has become more of a study hall for me because the teacher rambles on about his personal life and how our generation needs to succeed. like i really care what's coming out of his mouth if it's not going to be on the test. my 11 oclock class is astronomy. it is so neat. we actually went to the planitarium yesterday, and that was hella cool. my teacher is really smart and loves us. that is good. then at 12 i have a break and usually go to lunch with jamie and bryan. and at 1 oclock is my liturature criticism class with partridge. he's my english teacher from last semester. he is so cool, and the class really is a lot of fun, even though it feels like i am the youngest one there. school hasn't really been going on long enough to have much more than a description to offer, no tests or scary essays yet. so that's all good.
work- oh my god, where do i begin? well, i am offically a shift leader and making 7.25 an hour thank you very much. but sometimes, well most of the time, i don't feel like it is HALF enough for the shit i do sometimes. and then karen just tears me a new one EVERY time she sees me. and everything keeps breaking down and the bitch won't fix it because then she doesn't get HER bonus. well if the store doesn't work, what good it a bonus because she won't have a fucking job. *deep breath* sorry, got a little angry. ron, mike, and katy all became people in charge, and we got a new team leader and assistant manager. they are both great. the assistant manager, luke, has the intention to do a lot of good for the store, and i really hope he makes it happen. and tina, the new team leader is really neat. so now my work load is a little lighter, and i can breathe a little more. what really makes me happy is that all of these new people in charge, with the exception of maybe luke, are going to be more or less like me as far as work goes. because i model my whole shift leading around how peter used to lead us, and i know that ron and mike are doing the same, and katy is taking after me. tina was a little controling at first, but i think she is finding a comfortable groove now. so that is good. well, i have to go to work in about 20 minutes so i am going to stop talking about it.
and you knew it was enevitable- boys- well, i really don't know what to say here. um, i went back out with charlie (sorry jamie, i knew it was stupid, that's probably why i never told you) and then he just tore my heart to tiny pieces again. but i should have expected it. he just needed someone to pretend to love him in front of his family and until he could start new classes with new girls. but you know what? to hell with him. i loved him so much, and i really was ready to spend the rest of my life with him, but i am NOT going to play this game everytime he gets bored with dating. he'll soon realize that i am the best thing that he could EVER find (and that is from the mouth of his MOTHER) and he lost me because he wanted some little crack whore tart instead of me. he had it so easy with me to. he wanted something? i got up and got it. make lunch? done. put out? EVERY time he wanted. i even sat around and watched his type of movies and listened to his type of music, went to his car shows, let him mess with me in front of his friends, and then i loved him as much i think i may have loved anyone else, or more. but you know what? he didn't want that, so i guess i just have to figure out how to live without, right? i will. don't worry. so, as i moved on, i decided to take a huge leap of character and ask out the new guy at work. joel. he is really sweet, went to college (landscaping management), has a job as a landscaper, works at jib for a little extra money, aspires to have his own business one day, lives right down the street, and is really fun to talk to. well, it worked, and we hung out last weekend, and we are hanging out again this weekend. i'm really excited. he only has a couple of drawbacks, like i work with him, and that could be a sticky situation, he doesn't have a car (althougth he is saving his income tax return and next couple of jib paychecks to make a down payment), and he is 25. that last one doesn't matter so much to me, but it makes my mother a little uncomfortable. it is six years, and that seems like a lot, but then again, not really, not anymore, maybe 2 or 3 years ago, but yeah. well, that's all i have to say about that subject. boys. geez.
as for other things in my life, i will post them when they come up. and hopefully more often. well, i must go get ready for work.
oh crap, how could i forget. my hair is pink! blue underneath and pink on top. ha! it is neato.
ok, now for real, i must go. laters.