Mar 19, 2009 22:59
is making me really irritable.
and i hate it sooooo bad.
cause when she wakes up in the middle
of the night and wont stop crying, i get
so frustrated and i want to yell at her
but i know that it doesnt help any.
i try to sleep whenever she sleeps as much
as possible but its impossible when my mom
calls me all the time asking me why im sleeping
and if i ate. i wish she would just latch on
instead of me having to pump all the time.
shes almost 2 weeks old. she has her days and nights
mixed up. i try to keep her awake during the day
but then all i wanna do then is sleep.
thank goodness kathy is gonna babysit friday
night so i can get some sleep!
and i feel sick to my stomach right now.
that sucks too. and its cold in the house! :/