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Sebastian took me out to dinner last night. We went to The Cheesecake Factory. It was really nice. :)
Afterwards, we exchanged gifts at my house. He got me a candle and one of his favorite books. We cuddled a lot and he kissed me. HE INITIATED. I'm getting nervous that this is going to be just like last time. It's like he enjoys being close to me one night and wakes up the next day to regret it. I don't know. I could be freaking out. This is premature. I need to let the day unfold. But I have just cause to be nervous. Adrienne, you have my permission this time to kill him if he pulls something.
It's frustrating because he is "the perfect gentleman." He opens doors for me, holds my bags&purse, tells me how beautiful I am, bought dinner last night etc. But he's such an idiot.
"Don't drag my love around."
I'm updating from a computer on our adjournment at jury duty. This is weird. I'm tired. I hate when good things go bad the next day. Peace.
Afterwards, we exchanged gifts at my house. He got me a candle and one of his favorite books. We cuddled a lot and he kissed me. HE INITIATED. I'm getting nervous that this is going to be just like last time. It's like he enjoys being close to me one night and wakes up the next day to regret it. I don't know. I could be freaking out. This is premature. I need to let the day unfold. But I have just cause to be nervous. Adrienne, you have my permission this time to kill him if he pulls something.
It's frustrating because he is "the perfect gentleman." He opens doors for me, holds my bags&purse, tells me how beautiful I am, bought dinner last night etc. But he's such an idiot.
"Don't drag my love around."
I'm updating from a computer on our adjournment at jury duty. This is weird. I'm tired. I hate when good things go bad the next day. Peace.