am i STILL in school?

[loveis_me]

ok, so i am back in school...in case u were unaware. yeah, it basically sucks balls as the tann mann might put it. ummm, i thought i was gonna be all like, "oh yeah, senior '05, best year of my life!" but im definitely more like, "AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! must...get....out......" its mucho frustrating. and to top it off, i have to work part time and today i got hit on by one of the nasty mexican cooks. im scared. anyhow, ms. frie had her baby!!!!! ahhh! im soooo excited, but i miss her and want her to come back cuz i am afraid for our shows. anyhow...im going to do the whole seniors at the lake thing this fri and sat. i guess that should be cool, but we shall see. i know matt is going which is neat. im sorry, but i just cant call him johnsy. its weird! and i just cant bring myself to do it, sorry, but its just matt 4 me! anyhow, yeah i hope the lake is fun. so about this whole college application process...i dunno where i wanna go and my list is about 15 colleges long, so do i apply to all of them? and like i only have 2 mos. or so, which sucks big time. i think i might just quit life cuz it is just getting tooo hectic. well, maybe i will quit after the jewelry field trip tomorrow....and after i see garden state a couple more times (best movie AND soundtrack of my whole life...it makes my heart smile). ok, well, i should def. be doing my ap calc. hw right now instead of chatting on this thing, so i have to go!
~lauren
p.s.~ anyone, please feel free to kidnap me at any time in the near future...i will not object.
p.p.s~ and by the way, if you DO kidnap me, please bring ice cream cuz i really want some and i always want some, so yeah...BYE!