No pic at the moment... but you wish you could see... what I used to be.

Jul 11, 2007 12:18

I have been down to 97. The lowest I've ever been. Without stress either, because it was all caused by drug use. And now me and my man have given it up for good and I am a bit afraid that my 130+ will come screaming back. So I, of course, have to make a new stupid commitment to health and exercise. We've been eating McDonalds and Del Taco like we were invincible. Can't even imagine how huge I would be if we ate like that now. Using has been my Godsend and I am afraid of this new chapter... because HE won't have a problem. Men can seem to pile on the pounds and not really stress, but I am in love with my <100lbs. body and depressed at the realization that, with a normal life, I can't keep it. Help. help. help.

Already 102 and climbing. and crying.

bf, fun stuff, for a better me

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