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Mar 29, 2009 10:10

What are you getting at, you bunch of idiots? You brought him back to life long enough for him to get used to the idea and then you rip him away again? Now you've sent him back to hell. And people say that I'm supposed to be the torturer. That's just cruel and unusual... Imagine what it's like for a nice man like that in hell. Maybe one of you Scientists can try to live down here with us for a week and you'll get a taste of it.

What are you people gossiping about now? War? It's not even worth pointing out how stupid it is to think you can have a war here. Enough of the other village idiots have pointed that out for me. Do you see how stupid you must be, to have stupid people telling you so? You better wise up... You'll wind up gutted before you know what hit you.

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[Kakihara's laughter is almost maniacal. Rare as it is for him to laugh beyond a chuckle or two, this laughter is loud and uninhibited]
It's the same shit. Over and over- I get a taste and they pull it away. They took my boy and the rest of them, now they give me Takayama and just like that it's like he wasn't even here? He knew Anjo... He was the only one. Now there isn't anyone who knows. Just like what they did to Reno. Damn it. If I could mutilate those Scientists for every time they hurt him-

They're truly sadists- each and every one of them. It's the only reason why I'm laughing right now. They know how to make me fucking miserable. It's better than nothing... It's supposed to be. But I don't know if I like the bullshit they're spoon feeding me anymore. Something has changed. I felt so dead before he changed me. I don't know what that change is, but I know I'm feeling that fucking need. Yes... It's been too long since I felt someone scream. I'm having nightmares about it. I have to get it somewhere. From someone. Hurting myself is getting boring again, and it's only a matter of time before Reno starts asking questions about how ripped up my arms are getting.
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why does love do this, really is hurt, pretending not to care, sad, pain without love is a travesty, wants to hurt someone, takayama, getting bored, torture, disappeared, sadist, addiction, scientists

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