Aug 17, 2005 21:56
wow,where do i begin?
california was an experience to say the least. i realized that it may not be the place for me. we'll see. it was also hard because i had to watch my sister's kids for a week, i love them but my oh my.
then i got sick while i was there and it sucked! it was soooooo bad. but i'm glad mike was still able to go out and see venice- because venice is gorgeous!! speaking of mike, he had his surgery yesterday- and all is well. he was really funny on his morphine drip. i love that kid, seriously... he is so strong and courageous! it's nice to have a best friend to look up to.
well.. let's see, the relationship is in full swing. i love it! but i can start to feel myself pulling away. why you ask? because i really care for him, and i didn't expect that at all. so leave it to me to mess it up. no, i wont. i refuse to. i REALLY love being with him. he makes me really happy. while i was in california i realized what it was like to really miss someone.
ok crap, brb. gotta hang out with poopers.