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yellow and i slept like furry warm kittens
i am feeling oh so much better about myself. like when you're six, and you spin around in a circle with your arms out, not a care in the world, seeking out every pleasure you can get away with.
children are amazing creatures, they give their undivided love, and there's nothing purer. i spent today mostly with my three year old nephiew. he kissed me on my cheek to wake me up, it was the sweetest awakwning. i took him to nursery, and went to pick him up later too - he showed me his painting. he'd drawn me and him doing a high five, like we always do.
i was watching tv, but not really watching tv, like when you're just staring at the box but really playing out your own film. i had my feet up on the foot stool, almost laying down. he came and layed on top of me, i was like his hammok. he's always lazing around with me. sometimes i feel like i'm his dad, i think i'd make a pretty cool dad.
today is my last day of r e s t
my little black book is getting full again, and i have lots to be getting on with, its called my life. huzzah