sucker love is heaven sent
i love it when it's only us in his bed in his room, arm in arm, hand in hand, under the blankets where we will be. i love sitting next to him alone in the movies, and tracing his silhouette with my eyes. he's so perfect in every moment, and the movie screen lights hit his face. when he turns from the movie to catch me staring at him, the way his eyes seem so sincere, the way i can read him even in the dark just makes it so unbelievable and amazing. my insides light up like dynomite, and when we kiss it feels like fireworks, sparks, flames, explosions, everything intense all at once. and when he's on me and i'm on him and we're together alone in his room, and i'm kissing him everywhere and he's kissing me, and i have him to myself for a whole lifetime of 24 hours, it's perfect. i'm so in love. i love anniversaries, it gives us time alone- for once. god i'm so in love, i know any big decision i make is the right one, and i know what feels right isn't a lie hidden under happiness. this is real, i can feel it. in my fingertips, on my lips, in my heart. god he's so everything.