old lights shut off

May 20, 2004 14:35

and i'm sitting here. and i'm walking my dog. and i'm thinking and crying, and i don't know why, and that makes me cry more. and i'm asking out loud for an answer, and i'm waiting for it.

and it never comes. and so i sit in the dirt [sand] and i think and my mind fogs up. and it clears again. and i walk home. and i look around hiding the tears, praying to god no aquaintances come by. and i fall asleep alone. and i wake up confused.

and today was a good day.
so why am i still crying inside?
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