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best friends&too much reading.
i am in a rare mood. in fact, i don't
believe i've ever been in this type
of mood before. i feel very reflective
and open to talking about what goes
through my head. i got this idea to write
about my best friends. not only the ones i
have now, but all the people i have ever
considered to be a best friend. i really
have no reasoning behind this, i just feel
like expressing how i feel about people
that are/were important to me.
laura.
laura and i have been like sisters since
the beginning. sometimes it seems we speak
our own language, just because we fully
understand each other. we don't always agree
on it, but we understand it nonetheless. i
think laura and i have remained friends for
so long is because we always know that we are
there for each other. she used to live with me.
we have gone periods of not talking for awhile,
but whenever we fight we can call each other up
and hang out like nothings happened.
sam.
sam and i went to grade school together. we had
an odd way of meeting, and we've been friends
ever since. sam moving away was probably one of
the most heartbreaking events of my life, because
i honestly felt like i had nothing when she left.
we are separated by an eight hour distance, yet
still know everything about each others lives.
i can not see her for years and then she'll come
to visit and it will seem like nothing has changed.
hil&kelly.
they got me through 8th grade. i am on good terms
with both of them, but i haven't seen or talked to
them in a long time. we had a lot of insane times
together and i'll never forget them, because they
made life seem so interesting. i miss those days,
everything just seemed so fun with them.
crystal.
crystal also lived with me. i still talk to her,
she has moved around a lot since she left, but she's
still the same girl. we probably don't have much in
common anymore, but i still look forward to seeing
her when she comes back.
nicole.
nicole and i were inseparable. i'm sorry in alot of
ways that things turned out like they did, because
we had one of those awesome friendships where we just
loved being with each other. sometimes i wonder how
shes doing, and what she's been up to, but i don't
think it will ever go further then that because of all
that has happened with that, even though it was a long
time ago.
jackie&kimmy&amy.
i love these girls. they never change and they are
always amazing people. we don't hang out much anymore,
but i love them all the same. we could always hang out
and just be girls. i work with kim&amy. our job sucks
but i'm glad they work there cause i love being around
them.
liz.
liz and i are on good terms, i haven't seen or heard
from her in awhile. liz does exactly what she wants,
and i really enjoyed that about her. she really never
gave a shit about peoples opinions. she was very much
her own person.
nicole&karalyn.
the three of us were an awesome group of friends.
people got annoyed at us for hanging out so much, but
we had a lot of fun, so we didn't care. me and nicole
stopped talking for stupid reasons, and after that it
was blown out of proportion. it's stupid really. me and
karalyn are still friends. she'll always be my girlfriend.
and we own in beerpong.
nicole.
nicole fully understands me. and i fully understand her.
nicole is the only person, aside from sam&laura, that
knows just about everything there is to know about me.
i trust her completely with everything. nicole and i
actually hated each other before we were friends, and
the reasoning behind it is so dumb it's funny, but
luckily we got over it, or i got over it i should say,
and we became friends. i love her.
bri's house&last summer.
last summer was amazing. i miss it alot. i miss being
so close with everyone. i wish we all didn't grow apart.
i'm not going to really get into detail about this one,
because it would be too long and difficult to sort out.
but i will say that everyone and everything involved
is dearly missed.
aj&mike.
aj and i have been friends since 8th grade. i love him
alot. mike and i met the fist time over the summer, but
became good friends really fast. there's been a rough
patch lately, but regardless of whether we were speaking
or not i care and love them both a lot.
jill.
jill and i haven't been friends very long at all, we met
last summer. jill and i are very stubborn people, so we
bicker a lot, but it's never a big deal because the shit
we fight about isn't worth wasting our time on being mad.
we are very alike in a lot of ways, and we both love to
do things, and we hate sitting around. we always seem to
be feeling the same things at the same time, which is
weird, but it's awesome because we can be there for each
other because we know exactly how the other is feeling.
greg.
i feel very comfortable discussing everything&anything
with greg. he is an amazing kid and i think it goes
without saying that he makes everything fun. we've been
friends for a long time, but we're really close now.
like i said, i don't know why i wrote this.
i don't know why anyone would want to read this.
it's just a weird mood and a weird hour i guess.
i'd like to say that despite everything, all these
people will mean something to me always and i'm
really glad i've had such amazing people in my life.
and i thank all of you for everything you've done
for me, even if it's something as small as given me
memories of times i'll never forget.
and on a lighter note, i used "a lot" a lot in this