Jan 08, 2007 21:38
Last Friday rolled around and I somehow found the courage to invite Karla out to a movie -- it was a movie I was really lookin forward to seeing last year during the summer, cause they'd ALWAYS play the previews for it. So she followed along, we made plans, etc etc. She got outta work at 9, so we were gonna go watch a late movie. so around 9:45 when I was about to get ready, I got on her myspace page to leave her a sweet comment. I see this guy whom she's friends with and she talks to (Freddy) -- so I click on his page and you wont believe what I find. Karla had left him all these little graphics about LOVE and SEX. was definitely more than a friendship, even though dude lives in jersey.
so I go fucking crazy on her, I call her and leave her a voicemail and send her a few nasty texts, cancel our date and tell her what I "stumbled upon." She called me back a bit later, when I was heading out the door to go to the movies with my little sister. I wanted to be by myself so I turn off my phone and left it at home. We head to the movies blah blah blah. We come back at like 3AM at which I check my voicemail, its some guy babbling and i cant understand half the shit he's saying. half way through the message i realize its jersey boy TELLING ME OFF. madd fucking dirty, and i'm fucking irate that she has the audacity to have HIM leave me a voicemail. ESP one which ended in "call me back so we could fuckin handle dis" WHAT KIND OF MAN IS THAT?!
So saturday at work I'm on the floor and she approaches me about it. She takes it as a joke and I tell her to leave me alone. I'm walking all over the store, she's following me, grabbing me, i'm pushin her off me, and I'm afraid I'm gonna fuckin POP i was SO pissed and she's taking it as a joke. So I get in her face about it, a few ppl noticed, but i made what i said stern and low-key. I told her IDK what kind of ppl she involves herself with, but the second she lets somebody disrespect me again -- i want NOTHING to do with her. She says she didnt hear the disgusting voicemail, but that doesnt even make any sense to me. I simply call her a liar and walk away. Spent the whole day calling her a liar, and she swore she had no idea why.
I'm not gonna pretend like I DIDNT dramatize the situation. I know I did, but everyone gets to a point where they have a NO-TOLERANCE policy on bullshit like that. It fucking hurts. I even told John about her and how I missed her, etc -- and she's tryina play me like a fucking fool. Whether its intentional at all, she cant tell me they had a typical "online" relationship/friendship. He's coming down here next week.
Jennifer also invited me to go to NYC the last weekend of January AKA my birthday weekend. But its supposed to be Jen & her boyfriend in one room and Karla & I in another. I dont see how thats gonna work. I really want to fucking go, its been over a year...
AANNNDDD, just for the record -- I miss Los. he hasnt spoke to me or called in a fuckin week. He IMed me yesterday, but I didnt bother writing back. I'm pissed at him too..
Talk about being an ALPHA BITCH.
* karla