So I feel like typing
I feel like typing and so I'm going to. My best friend from high school Adam has come back into my life and thats really nice. He's really changed and is the man that i knew he one day could be. something makes me sad about the whole thing though. he thinks he was an ass to me and that is not as true as one would think. he did things to me, i did things to him...it was joint. he will never know how much he saved my life though. i know that sounds crazy but he really did. i think over the years hes forgotten everything that he ever did for me. when i wanted to skip school with him, he never let me. he always yelled at me and told me that i couldn't and that i was better then him and needed to stay. he was the only one of all my friends who ever stood up to me and told me that i needed to stop acting the way i was and get some help. he was the only one who ever tried to help me. he was the reason i got help. no i wasn't stupid enough to get help because of a boy but rather because of what the boy told me. you see adam and i got into a fight, as usual, and it was prob the worst one ever. it was one of those i knew we wouldn't be talking ever again type fights. during this fight he said some things to me, that to be honest even i today cant remember what those things were, but what ever he said for those few seconds snaped me back into reality. i even told my brother and parents that i was asking for help because of what adam said to me. he'll never know that though. he'll never know that he was the one who saved my life and made me the person i am today because ill never have the guts to tell him that.